Jan
13th
Sun
13th
Jul
14th
Sat
14th
You can’t expect to win unless you know why you lose.
— Benjamin Lipson
Jul
12th
Thu
12th
The future is just a fucking concept that we use to avoid living today.
— Brenda Chenowith - Six Feet Under
Jul
3rd
Tue
3rd
Falling into the Same Hole
by Portia Nelson
I. I walk down the street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I fall in. I am lost… I am helpless. It takes forever to find a way out.
II. I walk down the same street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I pretend I don’t see it. I fall in again. I can’t believe I am in the same place. But, it isn’t my fault. It still takes a long time to get out.
III. I walk down the same street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I see it is there. I still fall in… It’s a habit… but, My eyes are open. I know where I am. It is my responsibility. I get out immediately.
IV. I walk down the street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I walk around it.
V. I walk down another street.
Jul
2nd
Mon
2nd
Had to find some higher ground
Had some fear to get around
You can’t say what you don’t know
Later on won’t work no more
Last time though I hid my tracks
So well I could not get back
Yeah my way was hard to find
Can’t sell your soul for peace of mind
Square one, my slate is clear
Rest your head and meet my dear
It took a world of trouble, it took a world of tears
It took a long time to get back here
Try so hard to stand alone
Struggle to see past my nose
Always had more dogs than bones
I could never wear those clothes
It’s a dark victory
You won and you are so lost
Told her you were satisfied
But it never came across
Square one, my slate is clear
Rest your head on me my dear
It took a world of trouble, it took a world of tears
Had some fear to get around
You can’t say what you don’t know
Later on won’t work no more
Last time though I hid my tracks
So well I could not get back
Yeah my way was hard to find
Can’t sell your soul for peace of mind
Square one, my slate is clear
Rest your head and meet my dear
It took a world of trouble, it took a world of tears
It took a long time to get back here
Try so hard to stand alone
Struggle to see past my nose
Always had more dogs than bones
I could never wear those clothes
It’s a dark victory
You won and you are so lost
Told her you were satisfied
But it never came across
Square one, my slate is clear
Rest your head on me my dear
It took a world of trouble, it took a world of tears
— Tom Petty - Square One
Jun
29th
Fri
29th
You only get one life. There is no God, no Rules, no Judgments except for those that you accept or create for yourself. Now when its over its over. Dreamless sleep for ever and ever. Why not be happy while you are here? Really? Why not?
— Nate Fisher - 6 Feet Under
Jun
19th
Tue
19th
It doesn’t matter how slow you go, as long as you do not stop.
— Lao-Tzu
Apr
22nd
Sun
22nd
I don't recall...
- her: did this happen last time we went?
- her: you kno
- her: i think it may have
- me: i cant remember
- me: my mermory fails me
- me: i cant recall...
- her: lol
- me: i remember feeling sick
- me: but i dont remember when it was
- her: you know, my day planner said that we ate there
- me: yes yes
- me: and we skipped the wine
- her: but I can't recall eatting
- me: and we only got 1 bread
- me: oh i recall eating
- me: o hahaha
- me: yes i remember that
- her: so most likely i was there,
- her: and I ate
- her: but i can't recall what it was
- me: eggplant
- me: and the rigoletti
- her: "well alexis, don't you normally eat the same thing every time you go?"
- me: lol
- her: well, yes sir, but i just don't recall
- her: "well did you eat"
- her: oh i ate!
- me: lol
- her: I definitely ate!
- her: i just don't recall when
Mar
11th
Sun
11th
